Published on: 2/29/2024
This morning is a whirlwind of questions and emotions as I contemplate my feelings of loneliness. How healthy is my relationship with my girlfriend? How healthy is my relationship with my family? How healthy is my relationship with my friends? How healthy is my relationship with myself?
I’ve always reveled in a self-described immunity to loneliness. An isolated soul, tough enough to not need anyone else. Having a “fuck you, I’m going to go-it-alone” mentality.
So it’s interesting how sad my loneliness is making me right now. It’s uncomfortable, but at the same time I’m finding solace in having a heightened awareness of my mortality.